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I'm so tired.  Please leave me be.
I want to run, I want to be free
Of your constant taunts, your hurtful jokes
Each one burns.  Each one chokes
You laugh at the things I have, I say, I wear
You make me feel stupid when I show that I care
The worst thing is, I know you don't mean it
You're my friends, so I cant not give a shit
I just feel like you don't respect me, the way I respect you
I ask you not to do something, but you always do
And I know you wouldn't want to be me
You think I'm a loser.  That I can see
I want to step out, show you you're wrong
I'm not weak, I'm strong
But how can I do that, if I'm so scared you'll turn to ice
Realise you only liked me because I was so damn nice
But even worse, what if I am the person you think I am
That being average, being dull, being odd – it isn't a sham
I want to be who I hope I am.
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Is This How You See Me by Meliebug Is This How You See Me :iconmeliebug:Meliebug 0 3
I am alone.
I am alone.
Do you feel as I do
Do you hurt like I do
Does every harsh word cripple you
Leave you fallen.  Leave you finished
Or is it just me.  Alone.  
Does anyone else want to know everyone else
Want to love, and be loved back
Or is it just me
It seems as though I care so much more
Feel so much more
Should I close myself
Blunt the feelings that are a blessing and a curse
Become like you
Lose myself
But never stand alone
What is right
What is wrong
Who am I
Who are you
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Falling Through Water
Can you hear me?
Can anyone hear me?
I know I'm quiet.  But I thought that when you called for help, at least one person would hear.  But no one did.  I should have done what others did.  Those who stamp their feet are always heard.  
I shouldn't have smiled.  I always smiled.  What else can you do, when someone asks whats wrong?  They don't really want you to say yes, something is wrong.  For then they would have to take time out of their busy life to hear something they never really wanted to hear.  It's like when someone offers you the last slice of cake.  You may want it, but you never say yes, for you can see in the eyes and in the stiffness of their fingers that the question was never really a question.
If I had said it, what would have happened?  Would it be different?  Would I perhaps be feeling the soft down of a cushion against my back, inst
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Amelia R
I am from Tanzania. Well, somewhere in the UK around one hundred years ago but I don't see that as relevant. I love art, obviously, as I have joined deviant. I love words, water and people. I want to see other peoples art, and show my own...and hopefully meet some cool people who have the same interests :) x

Current Residence: Tanzania
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Favourite cartoon character: Sylvester
Personal Quote: An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind
Facepainted for charity yesterday.  you wouldnt think it was exhausting but it was.  didnt sit down for around four hours, no food since breakfast, and having to wipe a mixture of mucus and icecream from a small childs chin is not my idea of a great saturday.
However, it was for charity, which made it all worth it.  even when repeatedly asked to paint penises on adolescent boys faces.  
and we raised over a hundred pounds in less than four hours
i hope with that we can help at least one child in India.  
  • Listening to: traffic
  • Reading: the british raj
  • Watching: my door
  • Eating: chocolate


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JessR-Photography Featured By Owner May 9, 2010  Student Photographer
Thanks muchly for the fave :)
Banz-Nick Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2010
Shmeliaaaaaa <3
Meliebug Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2010
Thanks for the comment...and welcome to deviant art :) x
Uchiha-tsukiko Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2010
What up Africa, it's Alex.
Meliebug Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2010
Sup english buddy...nice to have you on deviant :D Thanks for the manga again...was awesome xx
Uchiha-tsukiko Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2010
Kein Problem, just never mention my poetry to anyone. Ever. In fact, consider it eye-bleach and avert your eyes. xxx
Meliebug Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2010
You have my promise....same goes for my depressing shit :) xxx
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